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Thursday, January 21, 2010

Accepting!

Life has been like a roller coaster lately with so many up and down emotions I almost felt sick to my stomach. But I was reading something this morning that really spoke to me, it was saying something about accepting the things that happen in life and being happy for them whether good or bad. I started looking over at my life of the last few weeks seeing everything that had been happening some good, some disappointing, some bad, and I realized something. I could either take all the dissapionting and bad things and let them bring me down and than take all the good things and go way up or I could just lump them all together accept whatever happens as a part of life and stay up all the time. Yeah sure its hard to accept the good and the bad together and not let one bring you down but I think the secret lies in accepting that life is never going to be all good. There are going to be bad and dissapointing times there are going to be times that you hate your life and and times when you love it. But rather than getting all sad that life isn't good we can just accept the bad times as part of life look for what we can gain and learn from them and accept them for what they are, just another part of what we as humans have to go through. I have resolved to try and accept everything that comes up in my life and to take the good from it and move on without looking at it in a negative light. I have decided to accept!

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

First Working Interview!

I went to my first working interview yesterday, a working interview is when you go in and basically do a mock up of what your teaching day would be like how you would control the kids, how you would teach, how the parent like you etc...Kinda nerve racking believe me. Anyway so I went in and did it, it was tons of fun and I realized how much I missed teaching. It was extremely nerve racking as I had someone watching me the whole time and basically grading me on how I did. They have alot of people applying for the job so its going to take a lot of miracle prayers power to help me get this job so please pray really hard for that, please!!! They were adorable kids and I already picked out who's going to be the trouble makers and who are going to be my little pets. So all y'all pray for me whenever you can I super uber appreciate it!!!!

Friday, January 15, 2010

Job Interviews!

OK, so I'm on the hunt for a job and I have two interviews today there are a bit far away which is a bit of a downside but hopefully if the pay is good enough than it will make up for it. The first is at ten and the second is at twelve so if you find yourself thinking of me just shoot up a quick prayer that I can get a good job and that they really like me the previous two places I went said they liked me but due to the fact that I have never worked in a actual preschool it was a bit of a downside but you never know the lord surely has a plan. So please pray that this job interviewing goes well and that I can have all the right things to say and ya da ya da. I love you all have a great day.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

BIg changes!

Well things have gotten off to a rip roaring busy start this year here I am not more them two weeks into the new year and things have changed in my life considerably. First off I am no longer joining the home I thought I was doing due to the fact that they have no kids and thus have no need of a teacher. I am going to be staying here with my brother and surprise surprise the lord showed me to get a job. So I am presently applying for positions teaching at a preschool I have gone to two interviews and have another one coming up so I'm really praying this comes through as it will be a big load off financially as well as something I'd really love to do.
Life has been crazy busy and fun these last two weeks which has caused me to range in emotions between grumpy depressed and happy in a matter of days. Yes indeed my Gemini mood swings have been out in full force which has been tough on those I live with I know. But life is like that and hopefully one day I will be able to control these crazy mood swings and those around me will not have to suffer quite as much. But until then I am sorry and I love you all.
Anyway so yeah thats all the craziness thats been going on in my life in a nut shell hope you crazy busy lives have been good as well, until next time smile you only live once!

Monday, January 04, 2010

Its 2010!

Gosh how time does fly its already a new year, it seems like only yesterday it was the beginning of 2009! 2009 was a crazy year, a year full of change for me I experienced so many new things this year and met many very awesome people! I started out 2009 with so many dreams, hopes, and goals most of which I did not accomplish why because they were my plans and not the lords. This year the lord took everything I thought I knew and threw it out the door and replaced it all with his plans, hopes, and goals. I was looking at this year and seeing everything that was in it I wrote it off as a failure something better left in the past and never remembered. But than I realized that despite all the things that happened that I thought were "wrong" I learned a lot and I gained a lot of life experience that I probable would never have learned had things gone according to my plan. I realized that as long as I am following the lord and following his footsteps I'm doing good because I am going forward. As long as I'm moving ahead with the lord and not moving backwards with my plans I'm doing great. So here's to 2009 and the many experiences I gained through it may 2010 hold all this and more and may I continue to travel forward holding tightly to the lords hand.