Just about to give up!

These last few months have been tough to say the least time again I have tried to rise and time again I have fallen. Its gotten me thinking what would happen if I just gave up, just let everything I'm holding on to so hard go and just gave up. I'm so tired, so done with trying and working and struggling and failing again and again. I don't wanna hit dirt bottom anymore I'm tired of it I just wanna get up and walk away from it all. Just throw my hands up tell life it just won and declare defeat.
But despite all that its just not possible unfortunately like doesn't come equipped with a exit button. It doesn't come with a off switch that you can flip when your just done with it all. We must struggle on despite the pain, the tiredness, the witlessness, the wish to just stop it all. I'm told when we reach rock bottom is when we find in us the strength to go on. I'm really hoping all those people are right!