The road!

This year so far has been life challenging, scary, long, and just all around nothing like I expected it to be! I have done and experienced so much that I never would have ever thought of myself doing. I truly have stepped out on a limb and sawed it off and I am experiencing the feeling of free falling into the big black unknown. I won't say that I was prepared for everything that has happened some of it has been so painful that even the thought of it still causes me to tear up. I have learned so much that will help me in the future and all the steps that still lay ahead of me. I have learned that its OK to be scared that sometimes bravery is not not being scared but its being scared and still going forward because you know its the right step. I've learned that its ok to cry because being strong sometimes means letting yourself feel. I've learned that family no matter how annoying is still family and no matter what you love them cause at the end of the day they are your family! I've learned that life is very short so you never leave things unsaid or undone! I've learned that life is messy dirty and sucks most of the time but despite it you still can find the silver lining in it all! I've learned that people and situations don't always work out the way you wanted but they always work out in the end whether or not it was the way you planned it! I've learned that no matter where or what you are as long as you have the lord nothing else really matters! I was once asked if I could go back and change things what would I change if I look at my life there are so many things I wish I could change or do differently, but when I am really honest with myself I know I wouldn't change a thing! Everything in my life has made me who I am so truly I wouldn't change a thing about my life!